Cordelia is not to be fucking trusted. Luckily for Gray, I'm keeping an eye out for the both of us. If it were up to me we wouldn't be living within three states of her, but he needs this right now so I'll deal. If anything looks even remotely dangerous I'm getting us as far away from this disaster waiting to happen of a group as I can.
I went to visit our lovely red prison guard the other day for the first time. Gray had been keeping us apart because apparently he was concerned that I'd make a bad impression. As if I made a bad impression on the other members of the group. Besides, I kind of went there hoping to leave a bad impression. Let the bitch know it isn't just the pushover kid she has to get through.
She was completely unrepentant about the way she's using my Gray. It's disgusting and I will stop her if it goes any farther. He is not her tool, neither of us are. She needs to realize that it is a favor that I even allow her to talk to him. And the lies that pour from her mouth about pacifism and not wanting to hurt people. Does she realize how fake she sounds? Seriously, I don't think anyone other than Gray could ever believe her.
I mean, Gray's trusting and naive nature is adorable and I love that about him, but that's why he needs to listen to me when I, as the common sense between us, tell him NOT TO TRUST HER. But he's busy being a hopeless idiot. Sigh. Sometimes loving him is hard.
Ugh, and she reminded me about that bitch Jessica, who I also need to remember to murder. I owe her a chopped off arm at least but with any luck I'll get to really fuck her up. She deserves it. Gray still has nightmares about what she did to him, and I don't blame him.
BUT THE MAIN THING I'M PISSED OFF ABOUT IS THIS CRAFTING THING.
If you knew Gray like I did you would know that filling his head with delusions of grandeur is a really bad idea. He breaks down. It's what he does. It's all I can do to keep him pulled together, like herding freaking emotional cats. And now he's got some weird freaky power where he can change the world with his mind? That's not stable, that's not helping. I know how to help him and taking away the solidity of reality is not helping his ability to keep a grasp on it.
If The Red Bitch keeps pushing him to fuck with the universe and he keeps doing it and hurting himself inside I'm going to stop it. I'm going to shut it the fuck down. His destiny or not his fucking destiny, if it is hurting him IT WILL STOP.
So yeah, if you're reading this Cordelia, and I hope you are, watch yourself. And watch yourself around Gray most of all. He's mine and I will protect him.
-The Kor
"Fracture was right" is a sentence I find myself thinking a lot. He's probably right about Cordelia, but mostly he's right about you, "the Kor".
ReplyDeleteYou might have Gray scared, but I don't think Cordelia has seen any reason to fear you.
I don't have Gray scared. If you listen to Fracture I'm apparently an imaginary friend. So I'm not inclined to take much of what he says to heart, you see, since that is the dumbest shit ever.
Delete-The Kor
Reality is what you make of it. I would not grasp at pillars of sand. They would never hold me.
ReplyDeleteThat said, Gray would probably be happier thinking those pillars are made of stone. Most people can't handle how truly fragile the world around them is. A word of cation.
Its easier to break something then it is to fix it.